July 5, 2011

SUMMER UPDATE

The day Kasen turned 3 weeks old I was sick to my stomach knowing that I hadn't had any newborn pictures taken of him. I had taken snapshots but nothing posed or professional. He is such a sweet baby, and I wanted to capture that on camera. I feel much better now that I have these and can always be reminded of how tiny and precious he was. I'm definitely not a professional, but I think they'll do!





In June, Jaida was able to attend a "Princess Dance Camp" with her cousins Abby and Aisha. I was nervous to sign her up because I didn't know how she would do. I don't know what I was worried about because she absolutely loved it! She was so obedient, observant, and sweet. It was probably the cutest thing I had ever seen. I had taught dance to girls her age before, but I never experienced it from a mother's point of view. I was so proud of her for trying everything and minding her teacher so well. It was good for me to see how she responds to someone other than her parents. She attended class every day from Tuesday to Friday and then had a performance on Saturday morning for the parents and families. Garret had been working out of town for the past few weeks, and he wasn't supposed to be back until that next Monday. He was so sad that he was going to miss her first dance performance. Saturday morning was hurried and crazy, and when I pulled up to the studio, I almost didn't see Garret standing there waiting for us. He had driven through the night from North Dakota to Rexburg and made it there with 5 minutes to spare. I couldn't believe he surprised us like that. I have never loved him more than I did at that moment. He truly is an amazing father to that little girl and those little boys. We love him with all of our hearts.
Learning first position!

She loved getting ready each day with a different leotard and skirt. She basically lived in leo's that week and didn't want to take them off!
At the performance with Abby and Aisha.
Jaida's in the middle front. I love that you can see all the parents in the background with their cameras.

My cousin Ashleigh and her sweet family stopped by to see us one day in June. They live in Arizona, so we don't see each other very often. I love you, Ash. Thanks for the visit!
Garret was home for a week before he had to go back to work, so we took advantage of the nice weather and went to Rigby Lake and the splash park in Rexburg.






New sun glasses are the best!
They love their "baby son"!


We decided we needed to bless Kasen before Garret went back to work. When we called the Bishop to ask if we could bless him that next Sunday, we were asked if we could speak that day as well. It was very stressful to do both on the same day, but I'm grateful that all of our family could hear us speak. They are all so supportive, and we appreciate the sacrifices they made to be there. It was a great and spiritual day!

Our little angel son


May 21, 2011

kasen Hershel Cook

On delivery day, my sweet mom and sisters offered to watch my kids. Here they are waiting patiently for their daddy to take them to Firth.
The last pregnant picture!

Kasen Hershel Cook
Born May 12, 2011
at 12:53 p.m.
7 lbs. 10 oz.
20.5 inches long

Our sweet little Kasen was breathing fine when he first came out and then started to "grunt" a lot which indicated he wasn't breathing like he should. The nurses called the doctor, and he said to put him on an IV, so I didn't get to see him for about an hour and a half. It was a little scary, but the IV perked him right up, and he did great after that.


I was having one of those "baby blues" moments in the hospital, and my beautiful and amazing sisters dropped what they were doing and came to visit me. I have never felt so loved! When they left, I looked at each of them and started to cry. They are each faithful mothers and such great examples to me. I was so grateful they came and will always remember that day!
To all my sisters...I love each of you so much, and thank you for your sacrifice that day! I only wish all of them could have been there.
My handsome husband was amazing the whole time. He is such a strength to me. While I was getting prepped for the c-section he had to stay out of the room. When he finally was able to come in with me, he touched my forehead and instantly calmed me. I knew everything would be alright. He is my rock.
To my husband...I love you, babe. You are the father of my children and the man I will be with forever. I couldn't have asked for a better man to share my life with. Thank you for all you do and have done to show me that I am the love of your life. You certainly are the love of mine!

I have 3 Kids...When did that happen?
I absolutely CANNOT get enough of this angel.


My biggest helper right now is Jaida. She loves to go get diapers and anything else I might need. She's growing up way too fast.
It took my sweet Kamden a couple of days to warm up to Kasen, but now he wants to hold him and is SO CONCERNED when he cries. They will be the best of buddies...hopefully!


May 4, 2011

1 WEEK TO GO...

I have never been so excited, so anxious, and so ready to meet someone in all my life! I cannot wait to see our little son and hold him in my arms. This has been a healthy and, at times, not-so-healthy pregnancy. I have kept this baby in the longest, and maybe that is why my patience is wearing thin. I am definitely the biggest and have gained the most weight with this pregnancy, and, with two other little ones hanging on me, it's been the most uncomfortable one by far. With that being said, I have enjoyed this one the most. The more I have, the more I realize what a miracle it is to have a healthy baby.

In a moment of weakness the other night, and I had a very real impression that what I am doing by bringing another child into this world is what Heavenly Father wants for us. I felt a sense of peace come over me and felt such gratitude for the miracle of being able to carry a child. I am truly thankful for every little kick, jab, and movement, and I will always be grateful for those moments when it's just the two of us awake in the middle of the night. There is nothing like feeling life inside of you. It's truly a sacred thing to be carrying one of our Father's precious children.

Here I am at 38 weeks.
I am scheduled to have another c-section on Thursday, May 12th. Garret doesn't think I will go that long, but it's exciting to have a date to look forward to. There is finally a light at the end of the 9 month tunnel!

March 19, 2011

Spring...Please?

The past 2 weeks have literally been h-e-double hockey sticks at the Cook house! Since Jaida's birthday, at least one person has been horribly sick. First, it was Jaida with the flu and then the herpes virus. I'm sure she got it from me when I had a cold sore and she had a weak immune system. We took her to the doctor because her gums were red and she had a sore on her lip. He said that the first time they get the virus, it can be very bad...fever, sores in their mouth, bleeding gums, and sore throat. Basically awful stuff. Within a few days she started feeling a little better, and we were able to go outside for a few minutes to ride her new bike.

That happy time was short-lived because within a day or so, Kamden got it....but 10 times worse. He has been sick for a week now...horrible fever, won't eat anything, won't sleep, drools everywhere, and won't stop crying. Oh, and did I mention that Garret has it as well...along with strep throat! He couldn't get out of bed and has missed work all week. Poor guy. I've never seen him so sick. Believe me when I say that I am completely worn out! Being 31 weeks pregnant, I have not been able to rest like I need to, and I'm starting to shut down. My body is falling apart...I'm having contractions, horrible pains in my lower abdomen, sharp pain down below, and it feels as if my pelvis is splitting in two. I finally stopped praying that my family would get better and started to pray that my body will be able to handle this stress. It has been a huge trial for me and has humbled me very much. I have definitely realized one thing...I am nothing without the help of my Heavenly Father.

This morning Kamden ate his oatmeal! I believe I had tears in my eyes...tears of joy for once. The thought came to me as if from my loving Father, "this too shall pass." Maybe, just maybe, we're all on the mend!

A nice distraction...DISHES! Who knew?

I love these 2!
Right before he got sick. I miss that smile!

March 8, 2011

JAIDA'S 3...

I finally broke down and had Garret take a pregnancy picture of me. I'm always the one taking the pictures, so to get one of me takes some planning. It shouldn't be that hard!

SO.....here I am at 29 weeks!
My sis-in-law, Melissa, and I are only 1 day apart according to our due dates. It's so fun to be pregnant with someone else!
Do any of you remember Super Bowl Sunday? I remember it VERY WELL! It was the day that Jaida found a pair of sewing scissors and decided to cut her own hair....a very traumatic day for both of us! We were at Garret's parent's home and had invited some friends to eat and watch the game with us. Jaida was running around having fun with her cousins and friends so I didn't worry too much about her. I was playing catch with Kamden downstairs, and I suddenly had a feeling to check on Jaida. I DIDN'T LISTEN! Within the next five minutes, my niece Avery came down and said the words that no mother wants to hear, "Jaida's cutting her hair!" So Garret and I searched all over the house and couldn't find her. She was hiding! And then I saw them...the curly golden locks on the floor. If I'm not mistaken, I screamed and said a few choice words! Garret had to calm me down, because all I could think was three years of hair growth is laying on the floor!

I had to get a shot of her before I attempted to fix it. This is the good side. Getting long, huh!
This is the chopped side...not so long, huh!
She was pretty upset after it happened because she couldn't understand why it wouldn't go back on. Luckily she didn't get it in the front and to the scalp. That would have been worse.

BEFORE...
AFTER...



Pretty cute little pixie!
I thought I may have the escaped the terrible two's because Jaida was such a good girl this past year. I didn't realize, until my mother filled me in, that some kids go through the horrible three's! Jaida may be heading in that direction! With the hair cutting and fit throwing month she's had, I definitely think we're in for a fun year. With that said, she's never been so cute to me. She's starting to express herself very well, tell stories, and tell me she loves me all the time. I'll take her any way I can, but I just pray that my patience holds out!

Birthday morning with brother...
opening 1 present...Tinker Bell movie from Kam!
My happy son!


Jaida had a fever the night before and all that day, so bless her heart for trying to be happy and sweet at her party.
She loves, loves, loves her cousins!


one of her favorite presents...A baby diaper bag!
The other favorite...a BIKE!
A BIG thanks to all those who supported her on her birthday! I know she felt pretty special!